wow, I can't believe I haven't updated my journal since the 29th of January. I've been sick since the 5th of January, one trip to the doctor and a couple prescriptions later, I felt almost normal for a little while, but I'm sick again and I don't know what to do. I have no energy and my poor sinuses are trying to kill me. This semester has just been bad, being sick has been affecting my grades in a negative manner, not that the school cares if you're sick *sigh* my optimism has been fading since I was first sick and I don't know what to do anymore, this "sick world" I've fallen into blows, and I know I should claw my way out but I'm too lazy.